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"Damnit." |
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I'm giving this shit everything I've got and I'm still missing my own deadlines. For fuck's sake I feel like a total freaking loser every day anymore. Everything I strive to accomplish I fall short of. It's freakin' unbearable sometimes. I refuse to give up though. Though my whining level may increase I will not suffer to normalcy. I'm destined to stand out above the rest in some form or another and damnit I'm going to. So needless to say I haven't gotten any of those three songs finished yet. Though I have been desperately working on my outline for the first of the three I still have a long ways to go. With any luck whatsoever I can finish it tomorrow and the other two the day after then get the copies made and be on my way back to Oklahoma for a much needed and hardly deserved break. Mike D. and myself jammed with a drummer via the name Chuck on Saturday. He was cool. I can't really say for sure if he's going to work out in the long run but I think we're going to give him a shot and see how things pan out. I've been feeling like absolute shit lately for some reason. My mind and body are just clashing with each other via upset stomachs and headaches. So, that sucks. This blog sounds a lot like my own whining but there is a point. And that point is cheese. I got a new pic up for the main page. It looks like crap. I know. It is just a place holder until I can get some real pics for the gallery via my friend Yosh whom I'm still hoping will take some pics for me in the near future. Probably sometime in January. Until then don't expect a Gallery section to be up and running in any way, shape or form. I've discovered a new webcomic called "Staccato". It is really entertaining despite there not being really a lot of comics on there yet. I definitely recommend giving it a read through. I've got more site designs to work on and stuff but that will all probably end up being put on hold until I can get these damn songs finished. I also think that Embracing Fate I, II, and +255 all need to be remastered before I close out of the year. And then there's The Nightmare Battles... I think I should discontinue The Nightmare Battles at this point because the album falls drastically short of everything that it SHOULD be. I know at some point I wanted to remake it, but now I am starting to feel like it shouldn't have been made at all because something that signals the beginning of a massive series like the 'Battles' series shouldn't start out that distasteful musically. Besides there are going to be a world of other 'Battles' installments and eventually The Nightmare Battles would end up being made and put forth and would still be considered the first in the series... I just think it should be done better than what it was. I'd love some feedback on it via Email or the forums. Lataz. |
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"B.D.S.H." |
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First off, check this out. That is a drawing I did tonight because I'm so freakin' bored. Been getting all the kinks ironed out of the previous albums before I finish up The Championship Battles. I assure you though they will all be done and uploaded before I leave to go home. Also been working on the Vinosec section of the website. It's taking some time but I promise it will be done before the new year begins. That's about all I got goin' on right now. Sorry for the lack of updates. Just trying to get things finished. Lataz. |